i've been hittin the job market hard since my last postings here and been keeping busy so thats why i havent been around much. i've been applying everywhere, heck i applied at radio shack, i applied to be a cell phone salesman. everything, just been hammering the applications and emails and its paid off. i was on craigslist and peeked on the job postings and there was a job posted today around 10am, i jumped in my car and went down right away. got there, talked for a little bit/filled out the app and they called me back 4 hours later and hired me. i'll be starting tomorrow. i'll be driving a delivery truck for an appliance store, which is pretty good, its not carpentry but beggers cant be chooser's. i used to drive trucks, it was going to be my career. i have a CDL license so its right up my ally, im excited because its not just some crap job im taking for now its something i'll do for a while. thanks for everyone who told me keep a positive light on the situation and giving me that extra push it helped alot, i'm still going to be working construction just part time when my friend has the work, plus having my own house i can always get crazy here. a major weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i'm so thankful for the job and the positive messages i was reading in my time that i thought giving up on trying was an option.